Paranoia (deep destroya)

Things to discuss with Thal and Rach.

Paranoia: getting worse. thinking that she is always on the verge of breaking up with me.always have the feeling that people "know"
Self-esteem: none
Off-Drugs: Lexapro N/G (at least I think)
Short-term memory: a joke
Depressed: always with the depression

slacking at work: like I'm doing now



And constantly beating myself up. It just doesn't stop. It is relentless and I really don't know what to do about it... well... that's not entirely true...